ezanaze central perks

motionless, i lay on my bed listening to heart-beat pounding
its rhythmic sounds consume my thoughts.
the sound i hear is calming, almost soothing.

while you were sleeping…..

snow dusted floor + cosmic,crystallized skies + 4/4 mix + neon rays + shuffles + smoove grooves + party poppers + santarinas + elves + leprechaun + great friends -  mistletoes (boo.:P) = what a xmas!

and the boys in black + scottish kid:  u guys are homicides on the dance floors. wicked.

radio dept - it’s personal

it frees me from
the remaining chains, the chains of gravity which still tie to this
planet. "it’s personal"  opens up the gates of heaven for me.

my soul is in the sky….

"when once you have
tasted flight, you will forever walk the earth with your eyes turned
skyward, for there you have been, and there you will always long to
return."
- Leornado da Vinci 

i joined alice in wonderland,
pulsing lights tore through your clothes,
neon beams circled my throat
and my blue hair was flying everywhere.
youre like the little green pill
when you smiled, laying it on your tongue,
pulled me to yourself and
pushed the pill through my lips
s l o w l y .
oh god, I’m high:
on your taste,
alice’s wonderland,
the ever changing lights,
and the music throbbing in my veins.
electronic trance I’m in.
and you move so nice,
my little green pill and you
at a rave on north street.

you are my drug.you are my ecstasy.

a feeling of sadness and longing that is not akin to pain, and resembles sorrow only as the mist resembles the rain…

its sooo cold but when u snuggle with your partner or love ones,automatically u feel the warmth.how romantic is that?

this morning’s scene is good and fine, long rain has not harmed the land. let the rain kiss you. let the rain beat upon your head with silver liquid drops. let the rain sing you a lullaby.

im in love.so much in love.i love the feeling im having right now. indeed the beginning is the end is the beginning.start of with an euphorical year and ending it with it.such de ja vu i reckon.the love im having right now, makes me feel like im in a green plain fields with light wind blowing across my hair,baby breath floating past me,unknown sound of crashing waves,clear blue skies.ganberas.lotsa of ganberas.im flying and floating.

smiling.yes im sincerely smiling.:)

yea.im in love?with who?

im in love with love.

im having a honeymoon period with myself.

please dun take that away from me, ezan.

dec 16//tranquilized. non stop dancing…moving side to side.shuffling.feeling all the heat.geramness seeping in. we start biting each other.literally. she bite my hand, i bite her shoulder.well only me and her noes wat the biting means. rite laling.. for a moment, we were "lovers". and the seduction of eyes… meow. well temperature rising due to the music. music. u just travel thru the soundwaves and the mood will come..bam!thats it. get over here tiger….

i was above and beyond control.

i noe this is the first time im using uppercase. well this is exception..coz its really an uppercase issue here.

aive been eating and eating this few days due to the "red season". and my cravings is getting wilder. shit. i cant stop feeling hungry! salmon, instant noodles and telor kicap! major major cravings for them! gawd i got to jog the carbs off..at china girl sch so can see china girl friend-friend on the tracks. heh. nvm…ni suma  "the-girl-with-that-fairness-smooth-skin" punye pasal! hahaha.

tomorow me and the china girl will go all fairy fairy eh wait…more like gg to be "lipas kodong"  (shuffling maah) hahahhaha!, to above and beyoond!!(*doin a  buzz lightyear:to infinity and beyond!) cant wait ah!!

china girl: dun forget our routine swimming moves okay!

er.

she says: ok i have no idea wat ure sayin
he says: ichuunoonna is sweetheart
he says: sayonara ichuunoonna
she says: sooo its, goodbye sweetheart?
he says: hehehe
she says: oooh gooosh….u make me smile..thank you…. goodbye love.. illl stick to english for now.. ill learn japanese soon..

wat?! its a "hee hee" so bite me.. i just feel like bloggin this coz im going all "hee hee" now…and..i want to remember this convo…

hee hee.. he still calls me sweetheart.. hee hee..:P its enough..its enough.:P

lost in translation makes me go fly fly!!

well we can only see each other in pennylane now..

thank you.

::check list::
neon lights - checked
shuffler moves - checked
booze- checked
our little "walks walks"- checked
ectasy - unchecked (:P)
ferry corsten - checked
steve lawler - checked
ben sim- checked

zouking out was a blast.awesome night. had soo much fun..

*start of with a psychedelic year and ending it with it. such de ja vu. rite laling?

*looking forward for 2007. had enuff of 2006 trial and errors.