ezanaze central perks

"im just a girl standing infront of a boy, asking him to love her."

issit too much for a girl to ask?

i bet this is the biggest challenge for all mankind to face.

sad yet i laugh.angst y yet i laugh.hurt yet i laugh.pity yet i laugh.inquisitive yet i laugh.troubled yet i laugh."bochap" yet i laugh.funny(*with sharp pencil thots) yet i laugh.trying to act oblivious yet i laugh.affected yet i laugh. drained yet i laugh.

har..
har..
har..

you indeed know how to make me laugh.how sweet of you.

and guess wat?i dont know why im laughing.hell yea i shoudnt be laughing..but you naturally make me really laugh.

ure really funny.

and a new equation is formed :
- habitual lies=sweet serenaide

*contd of wicker park

could northern be "he"?

whoah. it was suppose to be a nonchalant post. mind free and free writing.

not till "she" brought it up.

whoah.

*a wicker park scene

"in a total chaos environment.in your own world.gazing.mind free.oh mayb ya. "he" is in the mind, here and there. not much. hands occupied. packing bags leaving the country. "he". appears again in the mind. ok. irritated by the chaos."he". appears again..eergh.. stop hoping. waiting for the plane. "he"."he"."he".kneeling down."he"."he"."he".coldplay starts playing in your mind.now you can only hear "the scientist" song."he"."he"."he"."he"+ scientist=memories.sighing."he","he","he?".turned around…."he’s there.kneeling and looking back at you."

do you think this situation can ever happen?

not in my world.sorry.

er..i think?

see the reaction how truman faced when he finds out bout the "reality world" he is living in..

yes thats how i reacted. even the sky and moon are fake.

"the red pill will answer the question "what is the matrix?"and the blue pill simply for life to carry on as
before. as neo reaches for the red pill Morpheus warns Neo "remember,
all i’m offering is the truth. nothing more." - a scene taken from the matrix

why is the choice between what you believe you know and an unknown
‘real’ truth so fascinating? how could a choice possibly be made? on
the one hand everyone you love and everything that you have built you
life upon. one the other the promise only of truth.

the question then is not about pills, but what they stand for in
these circumstances. the question is asking us whether reality, truth,
is worth pursuing. the blue pill will leave us as we are, in a life
consisting of habit, of things we believe we know or we want to just believe in it. we are comfortable,
we do not need truth to live.to me, the blue pill symbolises commuting to
work every day, or brushing your teeth.

the red pill is an unknown quantity. we are told that it can help us
to find the truth. we don’t know what that truth is, or even that the
pill will help us to find it. to me, the red pill symbolises risk, doubt and
questioning. in order to answer the question, you can gamble your whole
life and world on a reality you have never experienced.

however, in order to investigate which course of action to take we need
to investigate why the choice is faced. why should we even have to
decide whether to pursue truth?

its all about inquisitiveness. throughout human existence, people have questioned and enquired. why? and what if? <— familiar with these words aye? but asking these questions ultimately leads us to a choice. do you continue
to ask and investigate, or do you stop and never ask again?

contradicting :ignorance is a bliss. truth hurts. - choose.choose.choose.

so people. u choose. the red pill or the blue pill? u decide.