ezanaze central perks

tampines mall :ive been spending quality time with my family these few days and its been really refreshing. went out with linda and mama. brought lil dya out. heh heh.. she was sooo energetic and i have to carry her like a bag. hahahah! lil miss rugrat.love you.
saw this really cool high cut converse sneakers. gonna grab it soon. 69 +++ if im not mistaken.
had kfc for lunch cum dinner. gonna run about few miles tomoro to burn all those carbs ive intake.. haha.

changi recreation centre: hussein’s night out at tampines mall and changi recreation centre. had dinner at food culture. after 17 years, alas, ive came face to face with miss lampchop,again.sorry miss lamb made out of stinky socks,i know ive cried last time and feeling all so cruel for eating one of your friends up at malaysia, but well.. i love meat. and base on my calculations..ure a meat alright. so yeah. at last i could hear linda sings (hmm…if i strain my eardrums tat is).but at least i could hear her sing. girl.project your voice can or not! nak malu malu for wat!i cant believe that makcik sapiya can realli sings. she realli made my jaw drop sia.

tomorrow will be my bro’s convocation. going in you know..(yeah yeah. its your line jepp.. i noe.geez..) another family outing. i love this. soo brady bunch vibes im getting.

let down - under closed eyes:dark skies,sand,crashing waves,white flowing wedding dress,jet black mane,piano,sandy feet,tears,tears,tears,bleeding fingers,tears,tears, tears,smile(flashback of happy memories)angst,hatred,love.love.

just watched "love me if you dare" movie. all i can say about this film is that it is so disenchanted with anything approaching the unexpected sweet
tenderness of romance as to be entirely sadistic: if a film could beat
the audience up with love, this one does. it veers wildly from icky instance of near incest to repulsive demonstrations of emotional brutality. yurp. emotional brutality. its either a life-long romance or warning about how destructive unfulfilled loved can be. agressive review aye? caught your attention? good. go watch it.

did some productivity today. went to kelly services to submit my resume and head to the gym after that. rite. now my body is aching. heh heh.. yerp its working filza. i noe. met up with firman around 6.30 to fill up his monday blues- hopefully his blues got swept away from all the "layaning ezan’s window shopping" *chuckles*

hmm nothin much for today. gonna catch another movie soon. watchin my johnny jepp show (yerp. ive made your day jepp for writing that..bah.) - secret window. hahahhahaa! movie marathon! yippie.

"The kind of precious whimsy that you want to squash so badly.* just wanna share what im thinking right this very instant.

ten to five -you

you did it again
you did hurt my heart
i dont know how many times

you i dont know what to say
youve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down

you said you’d never lie again
you said this time would be so right
but then I found you were lying there by her side

you.. you turn my whole life so blue
drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
you.. successfully tore myheart
now its only pieces
nothing left but pieces of you

you frustated me with this love
ive been trying to understand
you know im trying im trying

you.. I dont know what to say
youve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down

"When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long
and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones
which open for us."  - alexander graham bell

:Savvy jack sparrow:
review: pirates of the carribean is a worth it flick to catch in cinemas.
glinch: the ending is too abrubt. but hey. thats the purpose of part 3 aye.
movie kakis: ian, jepp and friend.

23rd July  - surprisingly survived
event:went to home club to catch guest bands-
(stone revivals, force vomit, plain sunset & iamdavidsparkle). catched only plain sunset after all since we arrived quite late.

met up with fish first.learned something essential like "how-to-ask-for-directions-which-you definately-know-where-is-it-located-but-you-have-to-have-to-
act-all-oblivious-coz-you-just-need-to talk-to-apparently-a-cute-guy-in-the-train".<——fyi,thats the longest metaphoric phrase ive made.:)  thanx to my "guru" fish for that help. dang u. hahahaha! apparently she said he was checking me out throught out the journey till city hall - where he alighted and she thinks i should do something spontaneously and fun like : alight at city hall, ask for directions to home,ergh -_-* and see what happen. gawd. cant believe i did tat.hahah.. well nothin happen if you may wonder coz im tooo shy.. hahaha!yes! i am shy when dealing with all this! i dont know hoe to response you see! well bottom line is, its all about adding spice to your night.

met up with the rest. ian and liana. decided to go to mos after catching the bands but eventually we stayed behind in the end for poptart coz the crowd was impressive. heh heh
:Kakis for poptart:
fish,ian,liana,fazly,ery,yat,azman(he joined later) & zul. survived, very fine, proud. sincerely enjoyed myself.ive never sweat myself out like i was last night! *cocooning is progressing* keep on spinning the silk thread around you ezan. you can do it.

oh and to mr "separoh perancis dan separoh sunda" …hi..*blush*  hope i could get hold with the picture i took with you along the stretch of singapore river

you:i dun hate you. once upon a time: we were friends. things gonna be fine in future. yerp. life is all about trials and tribulations.

it was a beautiful disaster after all…………yeah…….it was good till it lasted.

*ianninifishlianaverajepp: i love u. you guys make me happy.it’s magical marine parade.owwkay..*crick crick* im hangin out with too many pakcik pakcik nowadays. so dun mind my corniness. its contagious..*crick crick*

suggestion : lpdd, do a crazy spontaneous stunt once a month. must be witness at least one lppdian. ive started with mine already. witnessed by fish.

just reach home from kaki lima/simpang  with emily,francesca and jack sparrow (identities prefered to be sealed). "rawkstars per…saaap.."

francesca - that’s one hell of a hazelnut evolution babe! gave me the orgasmic feeling i tell ya!

had our sell out gig at kaki lima, "feeling tangkap" on the italian leather sofa with guest appearance, mr irfan and eddy. i would like to give my credits to eddy for his entertaining magic tricks and irfan for his class ‘A’ jokes.

shit im having mee maggie goreng aftermath. this is what happen when you eat during odd hours.

luqman - thanx for the splendid creation of myself. Really flattered that i could be an inspiration of one self.. hehe hee..

girls. check out what luqman did for me. its a sign.

emily- yes. your "imaginary friend" do exist after all…hahaha!

love: nikita

tell me, are there any parts of a job that you can find which cause no pain in the neck, eyes, brain or any significent part of your body? from setting up resumes and cover letters —- job hunting —– interviews —– trainings ——- lip servicing & ball lickings (well i don’t practice that if you may asked aye.) ——– anal management. gawd. again. tell me where is the joyous in work. yah yah i noe *bimbotic eyes with paris hilton articulation*  "weeelll…… i suppose that you should try loving your job and definately your job will grow in you..its haawt.." chuckles..hee hee..

ok fine. maybe im being too harsh on this job issue. maybe. not all jobs are sickeningly anal. but politics. no matter how cool your job is (spunky collegues, perfect ambience and interior design, "well hellow" mr delivery man, cool vending machines) there will sure be politics.. dang it.

ok ezan. stop the blabbering….just cut the chase..

my fellow smelly cats..

i need a job. now.

oh and i hate uppercase letterings. its tooo…..big…

and i was having "darth vaders" moments just now… lpdd would get it…

nini… mellowdrone uninvitedly drowns my disturbed mind……. thanx.

let me sing you a waltz
out of nowhere, out of my thoughts
let me sing you a waltz
about this "one night stand"

you were for me that night
everything i always dreamt of in life
but now you’re gone
you are far gone
all the way to your island of rain

it was for you just a one night thing
but you were much more to me
just so you know

i hear rumors about you
about all the bad things you do
but when we were together alone
you didn’t seem like a player at all

i don’t care what they say
i know what you meant for me that day
i just wanted another try
i just wanted another night
even if it doesn’t seem quite right
you meant for me much more
than anyone i’ve met before

one single night with you my parafin
is worth a thousand with anybody

i have no bitterness, my sweet
i’ll never forget this one night thing
even tomorrow, another arms
my heart will stay yours till…ummm…sssshhhh…

let me sing you a waltz
out of nowhere, out of my blues
let me sing you a waltz
about this lovely "one night stand"

2006…7 mths… a topsy turvy, whoopi doo daa ride..

ok. imagine watching my life on your black box at the corner of your living room..

you will be viewing a perfect, perfect mix of:
1) days of our lives
2) friends
3) desperate housewives
4) oc

need i elaborate more? enjoy watchin it? definately..

living in it? hah. go figure.

wrapping myself with silk-like thread….not sure how long i’ll be "cocooning" but i’ll make
sure that when i’m out of the cased, ill be reformed, reborned….

life is full of trials and tribulations.. see you in my next life…