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i just cant wait to go to bkk with him. his 27th, our 365…

awesooome…..
9 more days baby..9 more..

wooopie!

a trip down to malacca was an ecstatic one. i love the fact that it still remains the nostalgic ambience and preserving its historical landmarks. hearing the grinding of ice on the old ice kachang machine along the side of the road, or having your chendol on the wooden stool beside the river? can you get that here in sinapore? not anymore..
like how i told him, on our way back to singapore..”singapore is just so symetrical, all straight and hard.its just too..clean.”
twenty-six//tenth - had our friday afternoon, at a backpacker lounge, chilling and enjoying the busy street of malacca. and for our dinner, for the very first time, we tried the portugese seafood cuisine. indeed a home cook style. he was fascinated by the fact that they served his drink on an “old melayu rewang” cup.and for the very first time again, i took a trishaw..a fully flowered with evergreen love songs trishaw.heheh damn tourists.period.
twenty-seven//tenth - the day why we came down to malacca…GLOBAL GATHERING! it was a big eventful night, and i can see that the organisers really put a lot of effort to it. neon lights, 4/4 and top it up with fireworks as well. we really enjoyed ourselves dancing, flicking the neon lights, taking pictures with “i dunno who”, feeling psychadelic and dipping our shoes in the mud! heh heh. the next day it looks like as if we just return back from a hard day of work at the construction side. but overall, it was awesome with good friends.what can i say, we were on the red carpet section ok!
twenty-eight//tenth-went shopping at jonker street*not really sure of the spelling though. but its also known as china town. tried the chicken rice ball. *basket, he made me believe that the chicken rise is packed in a way that all the ingredients are packed in a ball like the ice kachang ball”. at night, we had, seafood again and this time chinese seafood. the tom yam soup rocks!
twenty-nine//tenth- and this time, we just enjoy our very last moments together at malacca.it was beautiful.

thank you for the ever so pleasurable trip and definately more to come. i know i would be a good travelling partner.told ya so.hehehe.:)

hey the boyfriend. i love you and i want to tell the whole world!

yes i am kental! so bite me!

ok tats all. byebye!

dun say i dun blog about you anymore aaah! hehehehhehehe.
you are really a god’s sent…

hopeless…

never made someone felt this hopeless before..i just dont know how to solve this…its eating me up again.finding different ways of solutions for her to get out of her cave..but..she still  wont budge out..how?how? she only talks to me.as usual, she wont want to tell anyone. she do eventually get out of the cave..therefore..i will still try my best to help her.

i help her

she helps me

we’ll pull it thru.. and we’ll be as euphorically as ever…just give me sometime.

you: you have been great. really. you have been so wonderful. everyday.. you give birth to my smile.and that infact, uve been my greatest help all this while..thank you for being there.thank you very much. i truly appreciate you. 

and i got a surprise party from my loveliestestffest cannot make it friends, my annoying little twirt n her twirt, and of coz from the kotekiest boyfriend.

tell me tell me…how am i not to love these people. they are D.O.P.E.N.E.S.S! lu rock my stokinz ah!!!

thank you.love. *smiles*

EZAN 23 TODAY. its okay ninie! no need to be bingit.. its all good! saap… you terperanjat berokan i seey..:P daah pandai…

and i breath again. this time. i breathe in sweet serainade.

we the love kamikaziers.

its so pure like those fiber angelic wings of crystas.

please dont take those wings away from me oh evil dementors. let me continue flying and light hearted float to nowhere.

*so we can all take off anywhere

we’ll never

come back

ever…*

take my hand,lets?

dug out the words beneath those vanilla scented sand which was wash away against the tide. its all there.just waiting..

*it just seems crazy for me to think
that I’ll find love a second time
start over again this time this time
i know its right.
start over again this time this time
let’s keep the fires burning..
cos i know its right.*

sandbags:checked//helmet:checked//bullet proof vest:checked//

*will the bullet proof vest works tho? hmm….

i dun want to kill another soul
and therefore ill strap myself with this white strap jacket
not allowing this dagger of mine peircing into anyone’s heart
….and also my own beating heart.
no one should understands or try to understand.
coz im not here to justify. no pun intended.
emotional brutalilty thats what ill avoid doing.
i cant bear killing another soul.
i dont want to kill another soul.

i dont want to destruct anyone.
better left me cocooned.

i had no choice but to hear you
you stated your case time and again
i thought about it

you’ve already won me over in spite of me
and don’t be alarmed if I fall head over feet
don’t be surprised if I love you for all that you are
i couldn’t help it
it’s all your fault